diriku dan hidupku :)

ini notenya bukan tentang aku , tpi tentang seseorang , ahahha ,,
bikinannya yayaa , veve , cialing , ma ratna . ahah :D

dimulai dari sinii ,,

Senang dulu aku dapat
Hingga dia kutinggalkan
Kutinggal pergi
Kini sesallah yang kudapat

Kukesepian tanpanya
Kenapa aku memutuskan
Kini ku benar" sendiri

Bahkan ku tak berkawan
Tiada yang mau berteman denganku
Bahkan memegang barangku pun
mereka tidak sudi dan tak mau

Mengapa ?
karena kejorokanku
aku harus bergantung pada siapa?
kedua saudara laki-lakiku membenciku
orang tuaku pun tak peduli padaku

Ku karang cerita
supaya dapat menutupi
menutupi semua gengsiku
kini mereka tak percaya padaku lagi

Mantanku pun membenciku
dia injak towl cake
yang ku buat dengan susah payah
spesial untuknya

Ku tinggal mantanku untuk
orang yaang lebih menarik bagiku
kutembak dia, dan ditolak aku
sesal menghampiriku..

Dendam demi dendam kupendam
kepada...
semua yang membenciku..
semua yang mengejekku..

Lirikan demi lirikan ku lontarkan
pada dua kawanku
karena kesirikanku

masalah-masalah menyukaiku
baru selesai masalah satu
aku mencari perhatian pada masalah dua
masalah dua pun menyukaiku

bagaimana aku dapat bertahan???
seseorang yang kucintai,
hanya kulihat melalui tampangnya
terlukalah hatiku!! than it hurt so bad any longer.

inginku kembali padanya.
mantanku yang terakhir,
namun ia menolakku, dan mencari wanita lain.
apa kurangnya diriku???

aku cantik ya thooo!!!!!????
meskipun aku emang goblog..
kini orang** menganggap aku gila dan aneh
ckckkck

Kubilang kataku adalah Luciver
Brati aku adiknya Luciver
Huftt ~ Nasib gua !

Ketika
aku melihat kedua temanku
mereka bercanda tawa di mobil
Disekolah pun mereka banyak teman
tetapi diriku

Ohh , shit
Mereka menertawaiku
bajuku seragam terawang
celanaku pun rusak resletingnya
hingga aku harus mencari peniti
Buku pelajaranku hilang , lenyap
di dunia kapal pecah
yaitu kamarku

setiap kali aku iri kepada mereka
aku selalu barkata ckckckck
dan menggeleng"kan kepala
berusaha menyenangkan diriku

aku iri pada semuanya
mereka punya teman
dan keluarga yg menyayangi mereka
sedangkan aku
di benci ., dimaki , semua orang ,

Malangnya nasibku
aku berkata ingin bunuh diri
tetapi tidak ada yang melarangku
mereka malah mendukungku untuk mati meninggalkan dunia ini..

Kenapa hidupku seperti ini????
kenapa hidupku d sia-sia kan oleh semua orang???
kenapa tak ada seorang pun yang menginginkan aku???
apa gunanya aku dilahirkan di dunia ini???
Tuhan...apa yang bisa merubah ini semua???
help me God...

Moments

If I die tonight, I'd go with no regrets
If it's in your arms I know that
I was blessed
And if your eyes are the last
thing that I see
Then I know the beauty heaven
holds for me

But if I make it through, if I live to
see the day
If I'm with you, I'll know just what to say
The truth be told, girl you take my
breath away
Every minute, every hour, every day

'Cause every moment we share together
Is even better than the moment before
If everyday was as good as today was
Then I can't wait until tomorrow comes

A moment in time is all that's given
you and me
A moment in time, and it's something
you should seize
So I won't make the mistake of
letting go
Everyday you're here I'm gonna let
you know

That every moment we share together
Is even better than the moment before
If everyday was as good as today was
Then I can't wait until tomorrow comes

Each morning that I get up, I love you more
than ever
So girl I'll never go away, never stray

So every moment we share together
Is even better than the moment before
If everyday was as good as today was
Then I can't wait until tomorrow comes

So every moment we share together
Is even better than the moment before
If everyday was as good as today was
Then I can't wait until tomorrow comes

I love, love, love the moments
Moments we share together
I love, love, love the moments
I pray they'd last forever

I love, love, love the moments
Moments we share together
I love, love, love the moments
I pray they'd last forever

apaLah arti cinta ~ unGu

apalah arti hidup tanpa cinta
apalah arti cinta tanpa kasih
dan apalah arti diriku tanpa hadirmu
apalah arti semua tanpa dirimu
ada dalam pelukmu
bersatu slamanya

karna cintaku ada untuk drimu
memberikan smua yg terindah
karna kasih suciku hanya untukmu
yang takkan mungkin hilang
dan takkan pernah bisa sirna

babY ~ jusTin bieBer

Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh.
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Justin Beiber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and now please say baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…

[Chorus]

[Ludacris]
Luda, When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks.
lyrics courtesy of killerhiphop.com
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….

[Chorus]

Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, I’m gone.

if you're not the one ~

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I’ll never know what the future brings
But I know you’re here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

this is me ~

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show
It’s time to let you know
to let you know

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I’ve got to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real
This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing

Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

waduhh..

hohooo..
bentar lagi mau UAS ..
tapii napa anak soyus masih padda santai..???

ayoo belajarr..
(sok rajin mode:on)
wkwkwwkkakak..